Sometimes I wish I didn't care so much about emotions.

Sometimes I wish I could get dressed without remembering where I was when I wore the outfit last.

Sometimes I wish nostalgia could be just another big word that I don't care about.

I think about you all of the time.

Everybody knows it.

I feel a fool.

And the worst part is that I don't even care.

I just try to do what a normal person would do.

But I don't feel that way at all.