#1 is definitely Ms. Bambi Lynn-Northwood.
Ms. Alexa Chung. Awesome style, but she kind of annoys me. When I feel British, I dress like her. She wears the things closest to what has always been my style, but she's not very ballsy.
Ms. Erin Wasson. This girl, on the other hand.... The bad ass of all bad asses. Definitely best body out of all of these. When I feel really Americana American, I dress like her.
Ms. Freja Beha Erichsen. She's a lesbian, but I still adore her. I'm just more stand-offish with her because of it. You know how we have to be. I mean, I don't actually want her to ask me out.
Ms. Agnyss Deyn. The most adorable Doc Martin, color wheel of a human. I adore you.
Ok, enough weirdness. I may or may not have left my heater on way too much this past month. I’m just so cold all of the time. Whether it was $121.72 worth of cold, I’m not sure.
So.... I played the new song last night. It was like therapy in some way. I was sitting in a circle with my friends, and everyone was talking and hanging out. I asked for my friend’s guitar and then I just started playing the song, quietly, more to myself than anything. I didn’t expect to finish out the song. But I kept singing it. They stopped talking. I just played it and felt every note, every lyric. It felt like a pouring out of souls, a vulnerable admission, a complete honesty, a "not trying to put up a front" for a while. It’s so embarrassing... Leave me alone! Go away! No, please don’t leave. Let’s not talk about anything in specific--let's keep it light-hearted. Just hang out with me. Don’t hug me. Let’s just hang out. I’m not sure if they were even really listening, but it was so therapeutic for me. I decided I liked the song. I had a moment with it. And it was real.
Sooooooo anyway! On another note, I'm taking Toups to try his first bite of sushi tonight!
Oh, yeah!!! We, we so excited.
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