Emo Rant

So here's the deal. I get freaked out and rebellious when I feel stuck in something and/or underappreciated.

I start a second job tonight, which I am fairly excited about. I sent an e-mail to my bosses, letting them know the situation and that I would need to leave at 4 tonight. I got a phone call from The Big Boss stating to come up to her office. She told me that she wasn't sure if they could "swing" me reducing my hours by leaving at 4 and coming a little later in the mornings once school starts (even though my hours would be practically the same as when I went to school in the fall). I wanted to say that I didn't appreciate her prying into my personal life, but I didn't. ;) I mean, really, what's the difference of me working less hours because of school or a second job? Shouldn't someone who works 60 hours a week plus school get some type of award instead of a talking-to? I don't appreciate you telling me what I can and can't do.

I walked back from her office to find two attorneys chilling in my office. One was sitting across from my desk, the other was sitting in my chair with his feet on top of my desk. They're just chattin' in my office of all places. No big deal.

I absolutely hate feeling enslaved to anything and I absolutely hate feeling like the fact that I'm the youngest that works here means people can walk on me. If you push me into a corner, believe that I will kick and claw my way out of it. And if you belittle me, believe that I will be the first one running for the door.