I finally got it off my chest. I typed four pages of a story I haven't allowed myself to think about in over a year. Finally.... Closure. Finally, a peace. Finally, I can think about it and not push parts of it into the most distant corner of my brain. It was all to protect whatever emotions I had left on it. For so long, I thought that if I forced myself to never think about it, that one day I would wake up and it would not hurt at all anymore. This thought process could also be translated as "running from one's problems." I'm sure it was a bit of both. But all of this was addressed. All of it. And it feels so much better.
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